Song of the day: Stray Kids - Waiting For Us

Okay, so normally I should be asleep right now, but knowing today that wasn't going to happen. And anyhow, I think right now I just need to blog to let off some steam. I'd write in my diary, but my roommate made me turn out the light, so yeah. And anywho, maybe I need to cool off before I write there. But ironically, this blog feels more informal and stream-of-consciousnessy, I guess? I wonder what it would be like for someone to compare my blog and diary to each other.

Well, anyway I've had a sucky day. And I've been stressed the past few days and I don't even know why, but that's a separate thing. I've had some weird stomachache on and off a bit the past few days, but it was really bad today to the point that I had to stay home from my afternoon classes. And I couldn't really do anything, and I was just kind of suffering. I honestly think my tea I got this morning---I like to get breakfast and tea from a local café every Monday morning---might've been part of it somehow. That was not good tea. Well anyway, I was in pain and miserable all day, and I finally get to feeling a bit better and going to a meeting of a kind of underground/unofficial k-pop club at my college. Tonight we were going to sit around and make bracelets and chit-chat, and I spent most of two hours searching through the beads to find the letters I needed to make a "Verivery" bracelet in their fandom colours. And then I f-cking lost the bracelet! So yeah, it's been a treat.

I just hope and pray tomorrow's better! And that's not getting into the rest of the drama that's happened since my last post, some of which I literally don't think I can recount on here because it's too insane for the Internet (and also I'm not sure if I should be recounting that specific stuff anyways for personal, or rather interpersonal, reasons). And I hope to be free enough to work some more on the site soon! I love y'all. Talk to y'all soon! :)

Published on Monday, March 31, 2025, at 11:49 PM.

Song of the day: Brooke Hyland - Summer Love Song

Back at ya again! Now I'm sitting in my library. I never normally go to the library on weekends, or in the evening, but I always love it when I do so maybe I should more often! Anyways, even though a few weeks ago I was kind of dreading summer, I don't think I am anymore. I can work to keep myself busy, and at least one of my friends should be in town so I can hang out! And I'm (fingers crossed) FINALLY going to get my license (yes, I still don't have it, and yes, I'm more embarrassed about it than you are shocked) over the summer so I might be able to visit some of my college friends! Also, I put together a summer playlist that I've been jamming to over the past few days! (Actually, I just had to pause midsentence writing that in order to jam out to All Mine by f(x). So I've been having a pretty epic time.)

Also, I've been having such a hectic week! I'll really miss my friends, but I won't miss the work (although I do love my English class) and I won't miss the roommate drama, which I won't even get into here because I'm trying to get over it and let it go, but suffice it to say I've had a dramatic week. And then yesterday I spent all day until like 9:00 PM working on my compsci homework! I had the whole suite of emotions, from "I'm dropping this like it's hot" to "I love this it's so fun!", and I had basically no human interaction all day yesterday either, which made for a treat. But despite not getting enough sleep last night, I've had a pretty chill day today! I even chose on a whim to eat dinner outside since it was really nice out, although I had to come inside the library for the last little bit since the wind got pretty cold all of a sudden.

But yeah, it's been a pretty good day! I'll try to work more on the site tomorrow if I have time. Also, my polycarbonate MacBook has become an object of admiration from other people! Just now a couple clubmates of mine complimented me on it, and this guy in my stats class (who I don't really like but that's a different story) did too. It's so cute and I really need to put it on my computers page! I actually think I'll do that just now. Toodles!

Published on Sunday, March 23, 2025, at 8:29 PM.

Song of the day: Brave Girls - Rollin' (it's 60 and rainy out, but somehow it fits!)

Well, I was going to start off this blog post with a little bit about how I feel right now (spoiler alert: it's super rainy and I saw some really cool clouds) but that turned into a whole different bit of writing, linked here!

But anyways, I'm having a super cozy morning. And I didn't have to do as much French homework as I thought I would have to do, since my professor didn't send me the poem I was supposed to "do" (do a read-aloud? a presentation? an interview with Victor friggin' Hugo about it?) for today. The other person who's also supposed to do one didn't get sent theirs either, so I suppose we'll just see how everything turns out in half an hour when I have class.

I've been quite busy this week. It feels like I have about fifty-three things to do, even though I'm not actually sure what all of them are. If I didn't have a planner, I'd be lost and/or dead right now. I just know I have some English reading to try and do before my French class, and then later I have a statistics case study I still haven't started on (ugh). But I'm having lunch with my friends from the (as of yet still unofficial since the student government won't get back to me like they should) K-pop club, and I'm not going to let that ruin my day! Sure, I may be busy, but I think I'm still going to have a pretty good day.

But yeah. I was going to do some other work on the site just now, but I think that'll have to wait until after my class. Sorry, y'all! :( But TTYL! :)

Published on Wednesday, March 19, 2025, at 10:11 AM.

Song of the day: DearALICE - Ariana

OK, so, HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN?!? Like two and a half weeks?? Since I wrote a blog post. I would've written last weekend, since this week was my spring break. Except it wasn't really my spring break. Well, it was, but it sure as heck wasn't a break. I've had some crap to do every single day, and I don't even remember half of it. But I've had to do taxes, and my FAFSA, and other... crap? I've also had to visit family, but I got to hang out with #3 a lot more than before when I went to see them all on Monday! She and I ran away from her quarrelling older brothers to hide out and have some time to chillax. I also went on a country walk, which would have been very quaint if it weren't so dang hot. But I did climb over my first fence gate to my knowledge on Monday, and actually climbed over eight or nine total!

Beside that, I've been busy and tired lately. Ugh! Part of me can't wait for summer holiday, but part of me is almost dreading it. Blue might not come home for summer break, and all my friends from college are from near a couple of bigger cities a few hours away, and it's also been a while since Pink and I spoke, so I might only have Green over the summer as an in-person friend. And I hate the hot, muggy summer weather. I just hope I get to have a fun summer break!

Oh, another thing I did over spring break is that my dad and I replaced the hard drive on my MacBook with an SSD and upgraded the RAM from 2 to 8 gigabytes! So it should be appearing (finally) on my computers page soon, as well as the new-ish iMac I installed an OS on that my mum got me from a co-volunteer of hers. That took me a good part of a day, and the same again with getting an OS on my MacBook. Oh yeah, and I spent last Saturday and part of Sunday on homework, because I had to write three essays for my English midterm. Oy vey.

But yeah, that's about it. Here's to hoping that I can have a more interesting and less hectic life so I can have some stuff to talk about here and I can post here more often! Toodles, everyone!

Published on Saturday, March 15, 2025, at 7:07 PM.